Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Another night of ire

How many nights full of contempt?
Laden with unspoken hatred
Layered with anger
Bathing in resentment
Desires unspoken yet expected
Feelings untold yet demanded

Crush my heart smash my soul
Fill the room with your
Thick burning seething
Blame shame ire
I am exhausted by your dissapointment
Slain by your chagrin
Disenchanting
I tried to be all things to you
Bent myself into an unrecognizable me
I was never enough to fill up your black hole of longing
Never enough to cover your shoulders of shame
I thought my love would be enough
I was wrong
Hatefully contemptibly wrong

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